To Aisha:I did something so stupid today.I didn't think before I spoke so I hope this will end soon...I felt guilty the whole day. It wasn't the right thing to say, I'll take it back and wished I never said it.. Anyway this isn't the first time, I remember Sarah telling you the thing on the bus.. but i guess cash cleared it up already..Fine, I acted/said something immature lines, shoot me. Or would you rather grab a knife from your kitchen and stab me with it? Your choice. But I'm not always like that am I? When you said 2 serious. I meant to say I didn't knew you'd be so serious bout it. And now I don't know you? Great, I've become a total stranger now. Well, perhaps it's true..I don't know you at all. All I know is a happy go lucky Aisha and ah...happy. I don't know anything much about you, just small little details. I'm not the policeman from heroes who can read people's minds, how can I know anything if you don't tell me? Not saying you don't tell me anything, just not enough to know you. However, you have no idea how fucked I felt or what was going through my mind after the 2 messages you sent. NO idea. You showed me respect. and I will repay you in kind. I almost cried...Ok, teared, at TM..but loo kin at my situation, I just kept it in. Why didn't you just ignore me? Would've just sent the message through then maybe I would've gotten the message. Sigh... Forget it..You'll prolly not give a shit nor read this anyways. But if you did, just want to apologise 1 more time: Sorry. Forgive me if you want but tell me the truth if you do/don't. Either way anything like this isn't gonna happen anymore. I'm just gonna shut the fucking nerd up for the rest of my life, forever when I'm with anyone.

On to what I did this week.,
What a quick transition of emotions. What to do? If I type like this it just looks like it...Guess I'll just leave it as that

The week was Swell cept' for the above mentioned.
Wednesday
Went to Parkway drive(parade) to buy roses. Then was thinkin of which one to choose. Chocs or cookies. Flipped a coin and said chocs. But you should never trust a coin, only 25% of the time. So I chose cookies. Then went on to buy the roses. I got ripped off. The flowers weren't that good. And 1 was for wayne/sarah. Well, I put the roses in a freezer. And it died. I know I did a job well done. I spent that valentines with a dead rose playin 'she loves me she loves me not'. How eventful one could say. I went to search out a rose on that day and found one.

Thursday
Went to meet the mama at the pasir ris polyclinic. Saw michelle. Then went to school.. for 30 mins then decided I should just go meet Alane! hahha. Met syed at the bus stop. Followed him home since I had time. Then went to take 969 to yishun. He was gonna meet Adly and Ruz, so I followed for a while. And then I saw my watch, OH SHIT 6?! I'm dead meat... But thankfully I reached and she wasn't there. Lucky! hahah. We met, I gave her 'her stuff' and we headed to yio choa chu kang to eat pizza hut! We were lookin at the menu and apparently mine had less pages and pictures. Then I saw one of the side orders and there was a beefball thingy and Alane said it looked like freakin bull testicles! HAHAHAH! I prolly said a really dumbass thing too: You're earrings looked like christmas balls... I fuckin need to work on my complimenting skillz cuz it ain't working... =( A word of advice to everyone: The mall at yio chu kang is pathetic...It's too freakin small with nothing and I mean NOTHING to look at...Well maybe 1-3 shops but the rest of the palce is rubbish. To Alane: "If you ever give me the choice of cck/causeway I'll take the latter! hahahaha. Anyways, I had a great time on thursday! Thanks for comin out with me!=D Don't be too stressed out when school starts!"

Friday
The above paragraph, jam hang at tm

Saturday
Reunion dinner! I'm going to get that OOMMMGGG JOOONNNAATHHHANNN!!! YOOUUU CCCUUUTTTT YYYOOOUUUURRRR HHHAAAIIIIRRR!!!!! treatment... Sigh, Well I'm gonna dress for the occasion so we'll see how it goes :)

Reflections@12:13 PM